Friday, May 01, 2009
Rachel P.
Not that it mattered. He sat behind me in U.S. history junior year and we were friends. After a while, I suspected that he had a crush on me. I wasn't interested, but certainly didn't mind the attention. I was, after all, 16 and all of my friends were beautiful, popular, and, most importantly, boyfriended. And I had still had not been kissed. When he asked me to the homecoming dance, I accepted - why not?
He organized a pre-dance dinner at his house with a group of his friends. His parents pretended to be waiters and even dressed the part. As soon as I arrived, I knew it was a mistake. His parents were too eager to meet me, the way parents are when they're trying to play it cool, but know they are meeting "the crush." The dance was even worse - when they crowned our school's homecoming queen, he leaned in and whispered, "You're my queen." I cringed inside.
After the dance, we piled into a minivan with his friends and their dates. He held my hand and I could tell he was nervous. My house was the first stop and, when we arrived, the van nudged ahead and in front of the neighbor's house, so it wouldn't seem like they were watching. He walked me to the porch and I could feel every eye in that minivan was on us - and I didn't want to, but I couldn't not kiss him. I couldn't do that to him, not after he had been so... nice.
I closed my eyes and my lips met with his parched lips. And then it was over.
I didn't tell any of my friends about the kiss. When he called later that weekend and confessed his feelings, I heartlessly told him my mom needed to use the phone. We weren't friends after that.