Rhonda
I was 12 and sweet little Hugh was a 11, he was... ahhh sigh..... a skater boy, it was about 8:30 at night and we were sitting on his front porch with the lights out on a hot sweaty night in july, we were making chit chat about secret crushes and he admitted that I was his and that he wanted to kiss me, so we kissed, I did not care that he had a mouth full of braces and he did not care that I had not discovered mousse for my hair, His hands started to roam and he put his hand between my legs and made the comment "do you have a dick" I said "no" .... Side note ...I had started my period a few days before and in 1988, god had not giving the intelligence to man to make maxi pads that were thin and with wings...... I told him that I was on my period and he said ok and continued with his roaming hands and we continued to kiss till 9 pm when I had to go home ..........
Fast forward 5 years First Kiss B
I had joined the church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints and I saw Tim at a church dance..... we hung out a little, but I do not think that his parents liked me because I was a convert to the church and the only member in my family.... but you can not help who you like and there was no stoping this crush.... so being the nerd conniseur that I was and Tim being the nerd that he was .... I used the " I need help with my math home work' card and the plan was in motion, we were spending time togather when we could between school and church.... one night after a chruch dance Tim drove me home... knowing that this would keep him out pass his curfew..... and so there we were talking in his car and I finaly told him... ps , by the way... I have a crush on you and really want to kiss you and he said ok... so we got out of the car and continued to talk, then I told him" I am going to kiss you now" and he said "ok" and then it happened, he was taller than me so I was on my tippy toes and it was not the best kiss and I have only 2 words to discribe it .... awkward and misplaced tongue, but WOW, I was high, so we stopped kissing and he gave me a hug and the night ended.... He was going to go to byu right after high school for the summer session before he went on his mission, so the night before he left he came over so I could sign his year book and he could sign my journal..... what amazed me is that he felt the same way that I did but we could not do anything about it because his path was already choosen..... he wrote: thank you for being my first kiss and my first true love... I will think of you often.... we both knew that we would never see each other again.... but that kiss was one that still makes me high to this day, even as I write about it .... I would not pass a sobriety test and should not drive.
fast forward........100 years and many frogs later
I have kissed fools, gay men, woman, married men, married woman and a variety of 20 something boys, and have made out with at least one guy in the elevator at work....some kisses were good , some kisses were bad and some kisses were ..... just to kill time. I am looking forward to my first real kiss as an adult, I am waiting for that one kiss that will surpass Tim's innocence and Hugh's spark, I am waiting for that first kiss that has only been seen on t.v.... Ironicly if you will, the way that Drew Berrymore's first kiss was at the end of her movie... Never been kissed.